I got courage to do so many stupid stuffs but I'm thinking so hard to just do what really matters to me... Sometimes when decisions and actions really matter, when everything you plan to do may change your future and happiness, when you do not know the past, when you have so many doubts before you take the plunge..... only then, did I realise how much it will take to have a little bit of faith in myself.
If I never have this courage, I'll hope someone else who deserves such joy does. I know I may not be able to, but I hope if I'm given one chance, I can create another genuine smile, another sense of fullness.
I am not perfect, but I hope she'll accept what shortcomings I may have. But, how will I get the courage to even fight for a chance?
All those plays and folly that amounted to nothing, I'm now willing to commit. But it may be too late.
All I hope is to see her happy everyday. And if ever a guy comes buy and provides that to her, I'll be reluctant, but also knowing that's the best for her, and leave silently.
Because love is about self sacrifice and care.
I hope I get my strength one day, and be the guy that gives her joy.
With you by my side, I will always be the luckiest happiest boy on Earth, and you'll never know how much you mean to me because words can never describe fully how I will feel.
