A new year. One that I hope will be filled with happiness and joy. The next phase of my life is now inevitable. Memories of the past, etched with warmth in my mind, while I bask in the present and anticipate the future to come.
My resolution for this year is 1.) More happiness for me and those around me
2.) Do well in my A level (all A!)
3.) Move to my new home!
4.) Improve in tennis get a national Top 15 u-18 ranking
5.) Be a better person as a whole
Will certainly do my best for it.
During these few days, it has suddenly dawned upon me,something is missing that would make me a fuller person. I hope I will finally decide what I would do. It takes immense courage to put everything on the line.. for that single moment of truth.
I hope I'll be able to do it, so that I will never regret knowing that I never did try for the rest of my life. Many pretty girls out there, but only you make me happy. All those plays and trips with the others, meant nothing. Its only now that I realise -when something really means alot to you, that will be the true test.
Yes I cant explain the feeling I get, I just know I want to see you happy every moment. Wish myself all the best. At least I know I tried.. JURANAMO!
6.) For you to be in my world.
So that when I tumble and turn in the barrel, I know that finally, somewhere out there, there's a girl, hoping I would make it out unhurt, caring for me.
I love my new house and 2011.
All the best to everyone out there. -Nigel
Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.
